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31st

thank you Lord Jesus for your forever blessings,
for giving me another year older,
for holding my hand and walk together with me during my good and hard times,
for always being there for me everytime i feel down, pain, lonely and rejected..
i love you Jesus, you're really my bestfriend,
thank you for giving me the opportunity to feel your love even deeper
through the love of my family, friends, doctors, and people around me..
you know what i need, you know what's best for me..
thank you.. i love you

-on my 31st birthday-

bless me, Lord

"..so i put up a fight and told you how to help me
now just when i have given up, the truth is coming clear.."
(you know better than i - joseph king of dreams)

i love you db

"thank you so much for being who you are.
i learn a lot from you.
i am pregnant now.
may i named the baby your name if it's a girl?"
(8 aug 2009 - 11.25, short message from db)
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ouuucchhhh... it's really an honour darling.. :)

malaikat dunia

(seperti tertulis di notes facebook-ku, dengan sedikit tambahan, karena earth-angelku sudah bertambah)

Manusia lahir dari dan demi
suatu keindahan yang bernama cinta.
Beberapa lahir dengan segala kelimpahan,
kelebihan, bakat dan kemewahan.
Yang lainnya lahir dengan kekurangan,
keterbatasan, kemiskinan dan ketidakberdayaan.
Namun Tuhan itu adil,
Ia memberikan semua manusia sebuah harta yang terindah.
"Kebahagiaan" yang menghampiri setiap pemiliknya
cara yang sangat berbeda.
Dan pada saat itulah
malaikat-malaikat terlahir nyata di dunia ini.
Mereka tak perlu sayap untuk terbang
cahaya sebagai penerang.
Karena mereka adalah sayap dan cahaya itu.
Menerangi dan membawa orang lain terbang,
ke langit yang bertepi namun tetap indah.
Malaikat itu tersenyum,
Ia kelihatan sangat bahagia ketika semua orang dapat terbang
Karena dan bersamanya
Perjuangannya tidak gampang
Usahanya tidak sedikit
Kadang ia pun terjatuh
Ada kerut di keningnya, uban di rambutnya,
karena malaikat dunia tidak abadi
Namun wajahnya tetap terlihat begitu cantik
Tangannya begitu lembut dan hangat menenangkan....

(Maria Stephani Taju, Menuju sempurna dengan memberi diri -
dari buku "Biarlah Berbeda dan Saling Mencinta")

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malaikat dunia..
inget oom aryo, astrid, nobi, dr.aru, iphoel, dr.andri & dr.vita

fight vs faith

the warrior of the light does not always have faith.
there are moments when he believes in absolutely nothing.
and he asks his heart: "is all this effort really worth it?"
but his heart remains silent. and the warrior has to decide himself.
he looks for an example and remembers that Jesus went through something similar in order to inhibit fully the human condition.
"take away this cup from me," said Jesus. he too lost heart and courage, but he did not stop.
the warrior of the light continues despite his lack of faith. he goes forward and, in the end, faith returns.
(warrior of the light - paulo coelho, p.50)

*thank you dr.andri & dr.vita for the book

cool scarves! :)