The prayer of St. Francis of Assisi

Lord, make me an instrument of thy peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
Where there is sadness, joy.

O divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
To be consoled as to console,
To be understood as to understand,
To be loved as to love;

For it is in giving that we receive;
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
It is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

i love this feeling

i miss you, and the only thing i can do is minta Tuhan jaga kamu selalu..

a small reminder

back to april 2002, the first time i found that i have an angel on earth..
(oom aryo and i, melbourne airport)

you're my technicolor butterfly!

..the beauty and the fire of friendship come out slight by slight.. the wonderful sparkles shine trough his eyes that make other people’s day perfect.. he’s really a sunshine, a white tulip, sleepers in winter, a red wool jacket, a mother’s touch, a baby’s smell, a butterfly kiss, see breeze, a very big hug, cold wind with lavender fragrance, christmas eve, rainbow, a cup of cappuccino, blueberry ice cream, a comfortable pillow, an angel on earth, a ‘sleep tight’ greeting, a plate of chicken caesar salad, baseball t-shirt with jeans, children’s prayer, forest fruit tea, a little girl’s ponytail, sweet dreams, a wonderful human being, a snowball, a baby grand piano, family gathering, a candle light dinner, a lucky penny in a wallet, scotland red tartan skirt, yellow rubber ducky.. and so on.. and so on…

(re-post to somebody.. taken from my previous blog, long time ago back to june 2005)

^$%#%^!%&#@^*(

pergi
jangan ganggu aku lagi
kamu sudah kumaafkan
dan mulai sekarang akan kulupakan
biarlah aku berjalan dalam bahagiaku sendiri
jangan usik lagi keindahan hidupku
jangan ganggu aku lagi
pergi

*KULUPAKAN!! *puff**

(untuk.. uuhhmmm... aku lupa untuk siapa, karena sudah kulupakan)

selamat hari raya idul fitri

oouuucccccchhhhhh...
hari indah.. acara di kuningan banyak ketemu keluarga dan sahabat, ngobrol seru dan makan enak (baca: menu lebaran dan menu binyo yang spektakuler huhuy), yaaaaa bersenang2 lah intinya..
sekelompok teman dari makasar datang untuk berdoa dan menguatkan aku dengan caranya yang indah, segerombolan gank huru-hara (baca: didi dessy lutfi) bikin 'kerusuhan' yang membahagiakan, dan satu hal lagi yang menyenangkan dan ga aku sangka2 adalah hari ini aku ketemu lagi dengan my beloved angel-daddy, oom aryo, wooooaaawwwww!!!!!!!! (after all these years, he's still there with all of the encouragement and the biggest warmest hugs ever)
thank you Lord for today's blessing and happiness..

(selamat idul fitri buat bokap gue & tante ann sandy sthira yunda)

salah?

ternyata banyak 'jatuh cinta yang salah' yang aku rasakan.
entah itu rasa palsu, atau hanya tertarik (baca: tertipu) pada topeng.
salah orang, salah mulai, salah omong, salah waktu, salah gerak, akhirnya jadi salah fatal.
hari ini topiknya adalah 'kebodohan'.
dan karena aku tidak mau bodoh lagi,
jadi sekarang aku selesaikan saja rasa cinta ini.

selesai.